Here’s
what happens. You’re driving in
an
old neighborhood where your now
deceased
father used to live. At that time
some
twenty-years before you had your
own
home just about a mile away. You
knew
the way to and from like the back
of
your hand. You never needed a map,
never
had to stop for directions. This was
a
time way before GPS, but if there was,
you
wouldn’t have needed to rely on that.
The
roads you took to get to Dad’s were
paved
one way, and indelibly etched into
your
brain. For Christ’s sake, you visited
him
several times a week. You knew the
street,
the slope of the front yard. Why,
you
could even identify the type of grass,
Zoysia,
and those perfectly straight perpen-
dicular
lines, the way dad mowed his lawn
every
week. Gray batting, white trim, an
unmistakable
facade welcoming you from
the
tree-lined street. Twenty-some years
is
quite a long time. Dad has been gone a
while,
at rest for all eternity. You moved
away
to live in another State. And now
you’re
back driving along Memory Lane.
Got
to be the right street. You could tell from
recognizing
the stop light at the intersection
before.
Older, more mature trees, perhaps?
New
landscaping schemes? Another choice
of
house paint? Who knows what new neigh-
bors
and other owners will do? Changes,
though,
all together different than the way
you
remember things back when. But then,
so
many changes in you too. You dropped by
what
you thought might be Dad’s old place
and
rang the doorbell to see…Who are you?”
the
owner wanted to know. And you, turned
around
and confused as hell, had to apologeti-
cally
say, “Sorry, thought this might have been
my
dad’s old place. And now the only thing I
know
for sure is that you’re way too young,
and
I am certainly not your son.” On the way
back
to your car, you see a mature Maple tree
in
the front yard. You never noticed the way
sunlight
and shade came into play there before.
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Chris
Hanch 3-30-2020
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