It’s
like one of those long walks
which
leads nowhere. You’re
therapist
recommended, no
presribed
it to stimulate the
serotonin
in your brain, suppos-
edly
to help combat your current
episode
of depression. So then,
this
is a battle you’re fighting in a
hundred
years war which was
handed
down to you genetically
at
birth. What in hell, you’ll not
live
long enough for it to end after
the
passing of a century anyway.
One
foot ahead of another is the
only
hope of relief you seek, and
the
sidewalk, the grass and wind-
ing
path through the trees lead
you
around in a circle you have
traveled
so many times before.
Near
the creek, you find a log to
sit
upon. You reach for the pack
of
cigarettes in your pocket. There
should
be a lighter in there too.
You
fumble about in both pockets,
but
no. Must have left it on the
dresser
at home. You get up and
walk
back the way you came. A
lot
of damned good this walk did
you
today. And why in hell am I
talking
about myself in the second
person
anyway? Suppose I’d rather
have
this happening to you than me.
Chris
Hanch 10-20-19
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