Wednesday, February 17, 2021

The Loss of Make Believe

 

I can’t rightly remember when it


was it exactly that I lost my ability


to pretend? Used to be as a young


and creative spirit I could transform


myself into anybody, anything I


wanted to be?



Why are you wearing that cowboy


hat with that cap pistol strapped


around your waist, an older kid


from the neighborhood asked me


one day? I’m Sheriff Wyatt Earp,


I dobbed the brim of my hat to let


him know I meant business.



And if you don’t believe it, I’ll


plug fulla holes right where you


stand. So, hot shot, where’s your


horse, he asked?. You got him tied


up at the livery stable, he


laughed smugly in disbelief.


He’s back at the ranch, I told


him. You ought to know, they


don’t allow horses on the


streets in the big city. Are you


stupid or somethin’, I asked?



His face turned angry, and he


slapped the cowboy hat right


off my head. Think you’re a


bad hombre, huh? I said picking


up my hat and putting it back on


my head. You’d better be out of


town by sundown or I’ll find you


and plug you fulla holes.



You’d better get outa my face


or I’ll kick your ass! he snapped


back at me. Oh yeah, I says? Yeah,


he says back.



One thing I learned at a very young


age is that discretion is the better


part of valor. I didn’t know what


that meant literally, but I figured


out that the odds were not in my


favor. That kid was bigger than I.



I’m gonna tell my dad on you, I


threatened him that day. I turned


around and went home. Dad wasn’t


back from work yet, so I changed


into my World War II soldier’s uni-


form instead.



To this day I wonder when it was


exactly I lost my ability to make


belief. Anyway, I’m pretty sure


some stupid older kid in my


neighborhood had something to


do with it.



              -30-


Chris Hanch 2-17-2021



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