Got a phone call from Marcus that afternoon.
He called to tell me our friend Jimmy had died.
He collapsed from an overdose of drugs in a
motel parking lot on the East Side where he
was staying.
A couple of weeks earlier I let Jimmy stay at
my apartment until he was to have surgery
at the VA for a busted-up ankle. He got it
from jumping off a garage roof while drunk
months before.
I met Jimmy at the VA alcohol and drug rehab
facility where we were going through a 3-week
recovery program together.
When we were released, I told him he could
stay with me for a few weeks as long as he
didn’t drink or use. I didn’t want to relapse
myself and go through that shit all over again.
Well Jimmy lasted a week or so, and was
at it once again. I had no choice but to send
him away. He then went to live with Marcus,
who had been in treatment with us as well.
But that didn’t work out between the two
of them either. Seems with drunks and
addicts it rarely if ever does.
Lucky for Jimmy he had an old spinster aunt
who had recently passed away in another
State. His sister informed him that she left
her nieces and nephews some money. And
for Jimmy that amounted to some $4000
which his sister sent him by telegram.
Marcus told me that Jimmy got a cheap
a motel room, bought himself an ample
supply of beer, hooked up with an assort-
ment of illicit drugs which he started to
abuse right away.
It was only a few more weeks until he
was scheduled for surgery at the VA.
Laid back high and smashed with his
wad of cash, Jimmy figured that had
it made. That was until he overdosed
and passed out in the motel parking lot.
Lying comatose for a few days in hospital,
Jimmy died. On and off the wagon myself
since then, I have managed by the grace
of God to break my bond of addiction and
remain sober to this day.
Before Jimmy’s passing, had I had the
chance to suggest a better use of $4000,
he may have had his surgery, and like me
could have gone on to see better days.
But then, what was to be expected of us
anyway? We were died in the wool drunk
junkies, after all, who had made our
choices, and gone our separate ways.
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Chris Hanch 10-29-2020
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