Friday, May 12, 2023

Time and My Aging Frame of Mind

 

The maintenance man came today


to check on a suspected water leak


in my apartment.


I remembered him from another


call some 8 or so-months ago.


I recalled that at the time his wife


was expecting their fourth child.


Was it a girl or a boy, I asked him?


Another boy, he replied with a


gratifying smile. Now I have two


girls and two boys. That's it,


I’m done.



I gave him my congratulations


and made the comment, 8-months


has it been that long? Time passes


so quickly.


He pulled up a recent photo on


his smart phone. There was his


smiling baby boy, cute as could


be bearing the growth of his


first two teeth.



Now, at my advanced age


of 76-years, I am


mindful daily of the swiftness


of passing time.



Memories of all the faces


and places which make up


my rich and rewarding


history overwhelms me.



Of course the maintenance


man could see signs of aging


overtaking me—


the grayness of hair, the bent


and hobbling fragility of body,


the walker supporting


me in getting around.



I wondered if he could


imagine his own likelihood


as an old man should he


live so long?



At his age with his youth and


a young family to raise I thought


he doesn’t really know how fast


this life really progresses.


As a unseasoned man myself


way back when, I surely didn’t.


In studying the image of his


infant son, I said


to him, I remember my son’s


first teeth. That was fifty-six


years ago.



This is my reality.


What more need I say?


Time,


fleeting time, uncaring


and unemotional


always has its way.



                  -30-


Chris Hanch 5-12-2023

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