Something different last night.
Summer night, and usually outside
my apartment bedroom window
the sound of my neighbor’s air con-
ditioning unit.
I’m used to it as it runs constantly
most of the night, shutting down
occasionally. But then on again.
There is a certain rhythm to the
whirring fan which I will often
add my cadence of words—fan
goes round, fan goes round, up
and down, sideways too, fan goes
round...And before I know it, with
sound nevertheless, I fall asleep.
I suppose it’s the same psychology
as counting sheep, only with a synca-
pated pulsating beat.
Last night the weather was cooler
and air conditioning wasn’t necessary,
not at my place nor the apartment
next door.
So there I am lying in bed checking the
the digital clock every fifteen minutes
or so—11:15, 11:30, 11:47, midnight,
12: 20. And I roll over back and forth,
pull the covers up and push them down.
I roll back over again and it’s 1:47 and
I’m still awake. No rhythmic beat to lull
me to sleep.
I hate the first cool nights of autumn.
Without the whirring sounds of that
damned air conditioner outside,
tonight there is no sleep inside.
I suppose, come hell or high water,
air conditioner aside, I’ll hibernate
when winter arrives.
-30-
Chris Hanch 9-22-2020
No comments:
Post a Comment