were
meant for parties—in my thirties and
forties,
friends and neighbors over for
dinners,
snacks, cigars, cigarettes, lots
of
liquor and laughs. In my late teens and
early
twenties it was dancing, bar hopping
and
booze as an enlisted Army guy out on
the
town. Those days of carefree frivolity
are
long gone for me. Can’t handle any of
that
now in my seventies. Sometimes I won-
der
how I made it through all that to this.
The
smoking, booze and intoxication, all the
excesses
of my youth should have done me
in
some time ago. Somehow, I managed to
wake
up Sunday anyway. Sunday, now there
was
a day. Sundays were infamously meant
to
pay. Sundays were supposed to be for
attending
church, I was raised to believe.
But
back in the day they were observed
with
hangovers and regrets. Sunday, a
gloomy
bury-my-head day, I would say,
for
Monday and the work week were sure
to
follow. I no longer party; I gave up the
booze
and religion a time ago. Many of
my
friends are dead now, the neighbors and
I
have long since moved away. Even though
I
am retired now with no workplace to go,
those
dreaded Mondays still keep coming
around.
Sometimes you just have to bite the
bullet,
I suppose, and go with the flow.
Chris
Hanch 12-14-19
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