I
remember as a young man in my
twenties,
thirties and even my forties,
there
were all these old men around me,
most
everywhere I went, a slew of old
men
around. And into my fifties, other
than
some of those occasional aches
and
pains, I barely noticed the change.
Sixty
is when it really hit me. And seventy,
well
at seventy, anyway, nowadays I avoid
looking
into the mirror for seeing the
realities
of old age which have encrusted
me.
All the old men who used to be are
gone
now. Once in awhile I see some of
them
in reruns on TV. Sometimes they’ll
claim
to be fifty-five or sixty. Crap! They
look
old, but then I’ll realize, not older
than
I am...not nearly as old as the lack-
luster
old I have grown to be. Turn the
damned
thing off or change the channel,
I
tell myself. At first it was the stupid mirror
and
now this. I watch too much friggin’ TV.
Chris
Hanch 8-9-18
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