In
the last few pages of his book, the
poet
I am reading writes about cats
with
whom he has shared his home
over
time.
One
had its back broken when it
was
run over by a car, but managed
to
somehow survive.
Another
was nearly toothless and
could
barely see, yet continued to
retain
its imperial state of being.
Still
another had been neutered and
declawed,
but instinctively had fight
and
superiority left in him to exercise.
Cats
never give up. That’s why we
bestow
upon them their legendary
9-lives
decree.
The
old poet himself had seen better
days.
There was hope, though, sad
and
forlorn as it seems, that he too
could
go on to survive yet another day.
He
said of his cats: they may complain
but
never worry. They walk (or crawl)
with
a surprising dignity. They sleep
with
a direct simplicity that humans
just
can’t understand. When I’m feeling
low
(he continues), all I have to do is
watch
my cats and my courage returns.
Now,
I too have descended into the dark
and
cavernous depthds of old age. All
my
life, however, I have been a dog person.
And,
as with my canine companions, I find
myself
more reliant a docile and reassuring
daily
routine rather than a brazen hissing
and
clawing tenacity.
I
have come to realize that it is more than
likely
too late or virtually impossible for me
at
this point in time to make significant
changes
in my unwavering ways.
There
is a touch of crusty defiance which
has
settled over me nonetheless. For over
forty
years now, I have remained steadfast
in
my refusal to shave.
And
all the dogs who have lived with me
in
their lifetimes have never recognized
me
any other way.
Chris
Hanch 8-17-18
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