Wednesday, June 29, 2022

The Big Picture

 

Something happened to me between the day


of my birth and the age of three. I opened my


eyes, got my fingers to work and was capable


of pointing. I was able to shake my head, say


the words yes or no, accepting or rejecting


that which was presented to me.



From that day on, I was set on a course of


learning right from wrong. I was guided in


childhood by elders and my own personal


discoveries. Not all rights were right for me.


And as I grew more independent, some


wrongs, like refusing to eat my turnips and


broccoli as a matter of taste and preference


was left up to me.



As a teen, I learned that parents, teachers,


clergy, bosses even presidents could be wrong.


The world of mankind could be one hell of a


contradictory and messy place. And given the


minor part I played, much as I tried from time


to time, there were so many things I could never


change.



I had to learn about control, what I was capable


of doing, what couldn’t be done by me, and


when to let go.



With age I have learned to accept change. Right


is not always the right it used to be, and wrong


albeit sometimes acceptable now remains pretty


much unchanged. Except for broccoli and turnips,


that is. Given the bitterness, I have grown to


acquire a taste for such things.



Frequently, I still tend to point my finger and


shake my head in judgment of good and bad.


For what it’s worth, now at the pinnacle of my


life, given the big picture, likelihood is, except


for me personally on occasion, good or bed,


I can’t change a goddamn thing.



                                   -30-


Chris Hanch 6-39-2022

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