Sunday, August 29, 2021

At Bedtime

 


Thinking about the cat-5 hurricane


in the Gulf about to slam into Louisiana.



Thinking about the terrible withdrawal


of refugees from Afghanistan.



Your son told you about the death of


country singer, Nancy Griffith, recently.



Your thoughts drift to the loss of a


dear friend who passed away at a


relatively early age.



This Corona Virus Delta Variant is


worsening. Pretty soon even the


vaccinated will be at risk.



Due to your worsening arthritis, you


haven’t been out of your apartment


in nearly two years.



The fruit flies flitting across your eyes


seem to be multiplying. Pesky little


bastards!



At bedtime instead of listing all the


grievances weighing heavily on your


mind, you decide to synopsize…



Bless my family, friends, enemies


and the rest of the goddamned world.


Amen.



                       -30-


Chris Hanch 8-29-2021





Saturday, August 28, 2021

Something About the Date and Time

 


Glad I don’t have a calendar on the wall


or wear a watch on my wrist. I’d be crossing


off the days and months like crazy and



frequently eyeing my wrist to catch a


glimpse of time flying by. That’s no way


to live a life, or so I have been told. For



this moment in time I am here where life


has left me with but a slice of the devises


which got me here in the first place. I am



grateful I am not twenty-five again when I


wasn’t sure then where the hell I was headed.


Sure, I had the looks and the stamina to



propel me onward into the unknown.


And today my old age tells me my days


are numbered. I have come to understand



they always were. Today is and always was


the time and place for me. I hope your day


and time are suitably fine as well.



I have known a lot of folks


in my time


who can no longer speak for themselves.


                             -30-


Chris Hanch , no date and time required












Friday, August 27, 2021

The Dear Friend (for Teresa Montaño in Memorium)

 


It was a so-so day at work, a familiar place and a


few new faces. Things maintained pretty much


the same.



The second shift was about to begin. He was in the


last few hours of his work. He looked forward to


seeing his friend enter the store with her smiling


eyes and warm greeting.



It was the little things in life which gave him a lift


each day, and his friend certainly did that for him.



There was no hanky-panky going on between them.

He was twenty-some years older than she and more


like a daughter to him. She was gifted with the beauty


of youth and a sincere and bubbly personality,


appealing to everone she reached.



He was into photography on the side, and one day


when things were a bit slow at work, he asked her


if he could take her picture. And several years latter


he was glad he did.



As time passed and the inevitability of life’s changes


came into play, both got new jobs and went their


separate ways. They kept in touch by phone and


the internet now and again. His friend had married


a former fellow employee, but for reasons unbe-


knownst to him things didn’t work out for them.



Such a shame, she deserved better, but such was


life in these rapidly changing times. And he and


his eccentric experiences knew a hell of a lot


about spontaneous and unforeseen yet inevitable


changes.



Through mutual acquaintances, he got word that


she had come upon hard times, had lost her job,


had become homeless and was living on the street


with some other man.



Her difficulties didn’t end there. She had con-


tracted a rare flesh-eating biological disease


which required several major operations.


The last he had heard from her, she was in


need of money to pay for procedures and


care. He contributed what he could afford


through one of those go-fund-me sites on


the internet. Last he heard, her condition


had improved some. And then he got word


that things had taken a turn for the worse,


and that she had passed away. He was heart-


broken.



Such a beautiful soul taken away prematurely


at such an early age. And he never had the


chance to see her again and give her his loving


concern . Goddamn it! the uncertain cruelty of


life sometimes.



Now he in his mid-seventies and infirm


himself often thinks of his beautiful friend.


Her life cut short and never to have a family


and children of her own. Never to have the


blessed experience of being known lovingly


by little children as, “Nana.”



Gladly he would have given her ten years


of his own life for her to have lived those


glory years in life. She was so deserving


of that.



He held that precious picture of her


he had taken so many years earlier.


He remembered anticipating the


start of second shift at work, her


entering the store, and those beautiful


smiling eyes.



He never expected to see the day.


Life is all too often that way



                          -30-



Chris Hanch 8-27-2021









Wednesday, August 25, 2021

A Proper Place and Time

 


Been many places in my time.


Met many faces in my time.


Been fortunate enough in my


time to have had the foresight


to capture many lifetime images


photographically.



Can no longer get out and


about as once I used to. No


need to feel sorry or have


pity for me. I have all these


precious memories of


time and place to review


which remind me of the


wondrous world in passing


I once knew.



Taken from my own


personal perspective, in


my place and time, I am


grateful to share some of


these simply exquisite


impressions with you.



         -30-


Chris Hanch 8-24-2021

Sunday, August 15, 2021

The Future of Humanity

 


I got to thinking lately, were my grandfather


alive today, what would he be thinking about


the situation around his world?



So much has taken place since he died in


the mid 1950s.



And then I began to wonder about my


grandchildren and great grandchildren.


What will they be experiencing in their


lives 20, 30,40, 50 years from now


long after I’m gone?



I am sure the unimaginable, the good


and the bad will be the order of the day.



Changes from one generation to the next


are inevitable. All of us are insignificant,


minute puzzle pieces afloat in the grand


stream of humanity.


Our dreams and realities are fluid


rivers winding through the cosmos


of ever changing time. In a flash,


we are here and then gone.



What have we passed along to be


revered or reviled?



So then, life and time are enigmatic


mysteries unwinding generationally.



I sometimes wonder what grandfather


thought as he sat in the city park feeding


the squirrels peanuts on a warm and


breezy, Chicago summer’s day? That


one day, perhaps, a grandchild of his


would know the simple pleasure of


doing the same?



               -30-


Chris Hanch 8-15-2021

Thursday, August 12, 2021

Mindset

 


The task at hand is a bit overwhelming.


In order to complete your project, each


step is critical. You started and now



must finish your work. Honestly, you


have told yourself, although excited


by your concept and design, you were



not crazy about this necessary step to


achieve completion. But it must be


done. And it is up to you alone to



do it. Turn up the music, hum or sing


along. Diversion is the key here to


allay the repetitive monotony. Only



you, your determination and your


selected favorite tunes will see you


through. Put your mind on autopilot



and let your hands do the dreaded


mundane task. James Taylor sings,


When you’re down and troubled and



need a helping hand...just call out my


name...and I’ll be there...Ain’t it good


to know you’ve got a friend…”



You know the lyrics by heart. Remember,


the beauty of your work upon completion


awaits you.



                 -30-


Chris Hanch 8-12-2021

Wednesday, August 11, 2021

Yet Again

 


I have a computer. Old age hasn’t stopped me from


using modern-day technology.



I have a color printer and photo shop software which


allow me to record, enhance and reproduce my lifetime


activities.



I have the ability from home to communicate and


investigate worldwide information and images electronically.




I have food enough, necessary household and personal


supplies, an adequate bank balance to sustain me for the


time being.



I have a faithful dog who accompanies and relies upon me


for all her needs.



I have music of all varieties to entertain me, and volumes


of poetry to read.



I have photographs, writings and memories to inspire me.



I have grown into this life where pain impedes and


willful stubbornness intercedes.



I am fortunate indeed to open my eyes to the dawning


of yet another day where once again I am given the glorious


and mysterious green light—proceed!



                             -30-


Chris Hanch 8-11-2021












Tuesday, August 10, 2021

The Loss of...Oh well, You Know

 


Let’s pick up where we left off yesterday.


Oh now, I forgot what I was going to say.


Ever forget what your phone number is,


blaming your hesitation on the fact that


you never call yourself? That happens to


me occasionally when I have to give out


my address. 115...er...a, No! 116...um…


Hold on, gotta get a piece of mail I’ve


received. There it is, hold on a second.


Oh shit! It’s the gas bill I forgot to pay.


Don’t bother, I’ll call you back shortly.


What was your phone number again?


I had it just a minute ago. Good thing


I gave up my car a time ago. Kept for-


getting where I put the damned keys.


You mean my cell phone keeps a record


of the number I called before? And


Alexa can remind me on the day the


gas bill needs to be paid? But I did


forget what I was about to say. Oh,


it wasn’t you I talked with yesterday?



              -30-


Chris Hanch 8-10-2021

Monday, August 9, 2021

Only for Today

 


He awoke this morning


having had an off and on


restless night of sleep.


At his advanced age that


had become the norm for


him. He was grateful


that he was able to


rest at all. Many his age


were not so lucky. He


was aching from his


chronic arthritis, but


had been somewhat


refreshed by the sleep


he managed to get.


Was today to be a


repeat of yesterday


and the many days


preceding? For him,


possibly. He and his


pup needed their routine


to make it through


the lonely hours of


disabling confinement


to their small living


space. There would be


coffee, music, cigarettes,


TV, reading and writing


to occupy his time. He


knew pup was satisfied


with treats, meal time


and the napping comfort


of his lap. Now, the world


at large, that vast malaise


of law and disorder was


another story of concern.


Pandemic virus, global


warming, raging forest


fires in the West, in Italy,


Turkey and Greece, the


recent flooding in Belgium


and Germany. Afghanistan


was under siege by the


Taliban as the US continued


its military withdraw. The


world outside seemed a


perilous place. But he


realized only for now,


this day, this moment in


time, he, his pup and their


routine were safe. He would


get by just fine on what sleep


he was able to get last night.


There were also the occasional


nap times during the day


which would refresh him.


He sipped his morning coffee,


situated the pup in the recliner


between his legs, took a long


slow drag of his cigarette, and


began to write, not having the


foggiest idea where it would lead.



              -30-


Chris Hanch 8-9-2021

Sunday, August 8, 2021

Marathon Race

 

Marathon Days



Some days I dare the biology


of my condition and old age


to get in the way. It’s a mind



game I tell myself. I entertain


positive thoughts of the now


and fond memories of the past



to come into play. It’s a mental


marathon race against the disa-


bling effects of time I run each day.



-30-


Chris Hanch 8-8-2021




Saturday, August 7, 2021

Transmissions of Humanity

 


Artists, writers, musicians,


teachers, animal lovers, families


and friends, medical professionals,


comedians, traveling folks,


and those who are at home alone,


everyday and unusual stories


by the score, pictures galore,


Black, White, Hispanic, Native


and Asian, ethnic diversity,


a world of people, places


and situations at my fingertips,


shared experiences


of humanity, a daily sustenance


on which to feed, choices to reflect


upon or reject, that is what you,


my friends, through Facebook


bring to me electronically.


Screw the fake news


and partisan bias


the division and rancor.


It’s the worldwide reality,


the commonality and individuality


of humanity I seek.



           -30-


Chris Hanch 8-7-2021


Friday, August 6, 2021

My Order has Shipped

 


I received notice by e-mail, My Order


has Been Shipped! I am excited. I paid


electronically. My order went directly



to where I am not sure. Could have been


the East Coast or the West, perhaps some-


where in between.The supplier picked,



packed and gave the goods to a shipper


who will transport and deliver it to me


directly today. I can hardly wait! I need



what I ordered and it’s on it’s way. Oh


Happy Day! And to think for a price I,


Little Old Me, put the US Commerce



Wheels into motion. Me, the primary


initiator and recipient. Why, this is better


than front page news which is rare these



days with so many newspaper publishers


having been tossed to the wayside so to


speak historically. Oh well anyway, head-



lines be damned! My order has been


shipped and Lord willing and the creek


don’t rise, it will be delivered to me today.



Glory Be!


                 -30 -


Chris Hanch 8-6-2021



Tuesday, August 3, 2021

Kansas City Star, That's What I Are...

 


1972, my first day on the new job.


Sitting outside in my brand new


Nova, the parking lot of the Kansas


City Star Newspaper. Listening to


the radio, and to my surprise the


Roger Miller song, Kansas City Star


is playing.



Wow! How appropriate. Must be


a good omen of sorts, and I’m


psyched. I won’t go into particulars


here, but the new job lasted 6-months.


Turns out display advertising sales


held no promising future for me.



I should have listened to Roger


Miller’s lyrics closer. It was a humor-


ous ditty about a cowboy star on local


TV driving a Cadillac which may


have afforded me a more fitting


future.



To this day some 49-years later,


I still sing the lyrical tag line to


Miller’s silly song--”I’m the King


of Kansas City. No thanks, Omaha,


no thanks a lot! Kansas City Star,


that’s what I are…Yodel-deedle


ay-hee, you oughta see my car.”



              - 30 -


Chris Hanch 8-3-2021